Call me before you’re dead; we’ll make some plans instead
Someone’s obviously pissed off at the criticism about the softball questions in the Friday Five, and so busts out these trauma-inducers:
1. When was the last time you cheated?
You’d probably get more interesting answers out of me if you told me the worst instance of my sins, rather than simply the last time. Happily, this means I don’t have to confess too much, but the downside is that you’re not going to get nearly the juice on me that you might want.
That said, the last time I cheated was at mini-golf. I was playing at this course that’s in an even more distant suburb of Toronto than the one I live in, and after an absolutely stunning start I began to fall apart at around the sixth hole. I started shaving strokes off my score to at least stay competitive, and since there wasn’t anything on the line, I didn’t feel especially guilty.
Of course, I was playing against Sham, and she started coming on strong as much as I was fading, so by the end of the game no amount of cheating would have saved me. I don’t know if that absolves me, morally — probably not, come to think of it — but at the very least I did no particular harm.
2. When was the last time you stole?
Well, myself directly? Not in a very, very long time.
Back when I worked at Blockbuster, we had some visionaries who liked to abuse the principle of shrinkage, however. And I’m not referring to “shrinkage” in the Sienfeldian-cock-shrinking-in-a-swimming-pool way, but rather the acceptable-business-losses-due-to-shoplifting way — as a large store that catered to a dense market of local sticky-fingered teenagers, we had a certain percentage of inventory loss that was forecasted and generally expected.
Our manager and a couple of our shift supervisors took that to mean that if grubby punks could steal our stuff, then so could we, and so basically any food in the store would fall victim.
I remember one night as my supervisor strolled over to the chip cart, eyeballed the nachos, and said, “This bag looks broken to me. Does this bag look broken to you?”
I looked at its unbroken perfection. “Yes,” I said.
“That’s what I thought,” he answered, and we feasted on nachos that night. When our feast got a bit dry and pasty, he noticed that a jar of salsa looked to be broken as well, and that was it. The trend had begun.
It wasn’t long afterwards that we did an overnight inventory shift and discovered that fully ninety packs of Reese Peanut Butter Cups had gone missing in the previous month, a figure that was coincidentally perfectly divisible by the number of shifts that I and two friends of mine had worked in the previous thirty days.
In reaction, our manager said, “Jesus fucking Christ! Who took all of these?”
We all stood very still for a minute, looking at each other and repressing a sudden surge of laughter. Then one of us said, “You know, I’m always seeing This Other Co-Worker eating Reeses when he starts his shift — maybe it was him.”
I think that was roughly the breaking point, and we all realized it at the same time. We admitted that it was the three of us, following the general shrinkage policy in a shockingly systematic way, laughing and blushing at the same time. I can’t say for certain that we didn’t take stuff when offered after that, but I do think we no longer siezed the initiative.
3. When was the last time you lied?
If I told you it was on this page that you’re reading right now, would you be offended?
I suppose it’s all in how to define lying, and the difference between that and telling an especially good story. Sham insists that I’m so enamored with telling good stories that I don’t even know when I’m putting jam on them any more, but I object to that strenuously. I am perfectly aware of when I’m embellishing a story, and so are the people that I’m constantly telling them to. It’s a silent agreement between us that allows me to do so, since most of the time I make life more entertaining.
Incidentally, that’s what my old neighbor, Harry, used to call it: Putting a little jam on it. He was about eighty-five years old, and my mother helped him put together his memoirs and about a thousand ancient photos together into a big family history, and when he confessed to her that he was exaggerating a story, he would say, “Well, it might not have been quite all that way. I put a little jam on it, you know.”
In the spirit of sweet, entertaining dishonesty, I too will put a little jam on it.
4. When was the last time you broke or vandalized another’s property?
I’m guessing town property counts here, right?
A shockingly short time ago, after getting uproarously drunk at a friend’s house for a bachelor party, I witnessed one of my group bear-hug a stop sign and tear it from the warm embrace of mother earth.
I don’t think he intended to do it, and I can’t explain to you why he thought to run up to a sign post, hug it as hard as he could, roar and surge upwards like a weightlifter from Qatar, but it happened. I think I was on my cell phone at the time, but you never really know when you’re Bachelor-Party-Drunk, do you? It’s a special kind of inebriation that lets you forget the worst of things.
That said, since I was in the same loose group as this tremendous vandal, I still feel partially responsible for it.
5. When was the last time you hurt a loved one?
Oh, jeez. Yesterday? This morning? Take your pick, really.
On the one hand, having a smart tongue means you can make really zippy comments that are hilarious to yourself; on the other, having a smart tongue means you can make really zippy comments that are singularly un-hilarious to the people you’re making them about.
So yeah, you can imagine that one for yourself. I don’t even need to put any jam on it.
So I'm done having killer mysterious headaches and surprising personal calamities and getting doubly suprising promotions. I Twitter now (peep that HA HA HA see what I did there) and I'm back to blogging, so it's now officially more than you can stand.
crystal
July 18th, 2003 at 4:36 pm
five minutes ago, i opened this window to make a comment, but now i’ve completely forgotten it after reading your entry below
but you certainly are entertaining. i’m assuming you’re also canadian.
well, you can expect to see me back around here.. your entries are certainly worth reading. keep on writing!
Emily
July 18th, 2003 at 7:14 pm
I, too, thought Friday Five should have asked about the worst lie, the worst hurt, etc. But I think then most people wouldn’t have answered the questions because most journallists aren’t that brutally honest. And the best writers always put the jam on. Just like peanut butter, it’s too dry otherwise. I’m a big fan– keep up the good work.
Anna Rain
July 18th, 2003 at 11:17 pm
This entry contains some of the truest statements I have ever seen in print.
Tim
July 20th, 2003 at 2:42 pm
Just a little bit of jam?
And I was one of those scarfing the Reese’s…heehee! Take that Blockbuster. I hope that 0.79 cent snack treat fucked your bottom line!
I digress…
pepito
July 22nd, 2003 at 2:20 am
1. despite being notoriously competitive, i never cheat at games or sports. in terms of love, that is a much more slippery eel that cannot be respectably articulated in such a tiny comments field.
2. five finger liberation was a seminal force in my intellectual (and material) development both during and in the years following high school. i stopped for awhile. recently, i began anew. primarily because i cannot stand the fact that i have fallen prey to the socially constructed psychological fear of getting caught which keeps so many people in line (both literally and figuratively) at stores.
3. the best liars never lie. they merely have mastered the art of convincing themselves of any truth they so choose.
4. vandalizing property is a habit i have retained for as long as i can remember. being on tour for the past ten days only brought more opportunities. and of course, the targets remain the ignorantly wealthy.
5. strangely, and in seemingly contradiction to #1, i dont think i have ever hurt a loved one. like i said, this comments field is too small.
Josh
February 14th, 2004 at 3:51 pm
Well, I’m glad these previous two posts made no sense whatsoever. Okay, they do, but come on, does serious philosophy belong here?
Here: “Sometimes, the fruitcake eats Satan.”
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